YFriday, December 15, 2006
i'm sorrie i'm afraid this is gonna be an emo post.
how i wish my brother won't have to suffer. he suffered once and now its happening again. a relapse. why? can someone just explain to me? wasn't he fine already? now he has to go thru all the chemotherapy again. and its gonna have bad side effects. he's gonna lose his appettite, lose his hair, try not to vomit after he eats, eat loads of medicine and be in hospital. he gonna be so weak. he can't go out and have fun. i can't help but tear whenever i think of him in that state. even my mum. i'm just so upset. i'm even crying as i'm typing now. i just wish he lead a normal life, healthy and happy. now he has to stop school again. he is the brightest among me and my sis. i remember him telling my mum that all the medicine has worsened his memory and he hopes he can do well in his examinations. i rather he be alright and be nasty to me like he was last time. i never thought this would happen to him. if i'm this upset, imagine how upset he is. i can see how upset he is although he doesn't show it out.
i hope he remains strong and gets thru this quickly. i just want him to know the whole family is behind him. we really love you vincent. you're never alone. 
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