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omggggggggggg. yesterday i was damn happieeeeeee!!!!=)=)=)=)=) went to watch singapore idol results show LIVE at singapore indoor stadium.

thanx to syafiq and rafidah for letting us have the tickets! was super duper happie hearing from yiling we had tickets. we wanted to go watch singapore idol live all along. haha.

luckily there was wei ming to bring us in to the mosh pit. that's where u stand really really near the stage.

we had to deposit our bags before we went it. WHY WHY WHY. but we did it anyway. shouldnt had bring my bag. yiling din bring. me and wei ming's friends did.

we were like seconds to entering. haha. then there were the muttons entertaining us. heard one of them fell into the mosh pit the day before(performance day). haha. we stood so near the four judges. dick, florence, ja and kent! haha. the atmosphere was damn high. screaming and screaming and screaming!!!!! i could see all the performers so darn close.... haha. there was of cos hady and jonathan, paul! joakim! electrico! the rest of the idols. taufik. energy. omggggggg. haha. electrico was damn cool singing their "running away". all we did was more screaming and singing along!

i tried to touch each performers' hands but sadly i only touched joakim's hand!!!!!! and i kinda pulled it. haha. there were so many people pushing. haha. and jonathan smiled at meeeeeeee. all thanks to wei ming again. he shouted jonathan's name damn loud he had to turn around and look! haha. damn handsome and smart.... haha. there was energy but nahhhh. wasnt very interested. only got one member cute. haha.

results were really really sudden. not like the last times where there were much more suspense. haha. HADY MIRZA!!!!! our singapore idol!!!!! expected la. but they were both equally good. they each had their own singing style and all. but jonathan is really really rocker coooool! jonathan don worry, u are still my singapore idol.... cos u smiled at me. haha. damn happiieeeeeee.

omggg. the queue for getting back our bags was super long. haha. but the staff there did it really quick.

was super super super hungry. must be from all the screaming. 608 service ended long time ago so me and yiling decided to take 16 to parkway. then we went mac to take away our dinner. it was kinda late oredi. if not we would have eaten there.

went separate ways from yiling. home sweet home. =)

didn't noe watching LIVE would be so much fun...... i want to go again pleaseeeee.

yincheng told you a secret at 1:16 PM .

just came back from dinner at simpang with same company. well, dinner's fun except the stupid thing. so what if u're pissed?

tomorrow's plan is settlers! yay! so fun. me and brian are planning to ask if there are any job vacancies. hooray!!

i feel so fat. i better wake up early tomorrow morning for a swim. have been waking up super late late late. its so not good. exercise!!!

anyone looking for a job? please come to me. haha. got something interesting to share with you!!!=)

The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world, is a woman's heart.

" People say the biggest heartbreak in the world is losing someone you love to death. But they are wrong. The biggest heartbreak in the world is losing someone you love to someone else and seeing them happier with them than you."

yincheng told you a secret at 9:39 PM .

woo hoo!!!!! welcome my com to my room. FINALLY. i have been waiting for ages for my sister to say yes cos its her computer after all. FINALLY. i can hide in my room all day!!! talk on the phone and use the com at the same time. blast music!!! yeah!!! a pat on my shoulder. i moved everything myself. =)

recently joined this company. quite ok now. but.......... i'm just gonna try my best.

i wan another job!!!!! i wana earn more bucksssssss. hahahaha.

it's half an hour before my favourite show! ANTM!

happie happie happie happie happie happie happie happie.......

yincheng told you a secret at 9:34 PM .

hi sexy... love to say that. haha

i am really really bored. are holidays always so boring? guess everyone's busy. haha. if i had more money, i would go out every single day. if i had more money, i would open a chalet!!!! invite all my friends over, maybe a drinking party. haha. i would love to see everyone drunk and puking all over the place. haha. the place will seriously stink like hell. WOO HOO! if i had more money, i would go for endless movies. heard devil wears prada is gooood! if i had more money, i will learn a new sport. kills time and i can keep fit at the same time!!!! so if i had a JOB, i will probably have more MONEY. haha. bottom line is "i need a JOB."

i'm still waiting for vincent to ask his gf's brother about the settlers job. i hope i can get it. it seems kinda relaxing and fun. i get PAID to learn and play games. however, they are board games. guess there're not that bad la. haha. if i 'm working there, i will invite all my friends to come and play. if not, i might be working with zheyang. the job is like multi level marketing? kinda not sure what it is about but the flexible working hours are really attractive and the pay is quite high too. that's if u introduce the job to ur friends and they join.

i'm afraid that if i have a job, i won't be able to enjoy my holidays fully. haha. like i no longer have so much time to do the things i like. but i can enjoy working and enjoy my holidays. haha. hope sooooo.

byeeeeeeeeeee. =)

i'm so sorrie things turn out this way. i've never expected it. maybe it was kinda my fault but i think u no longer care anymore. so i'm just gonna leave it.

yincheng told you a secret at 4:00 PM .

life is so boring!!!! why!!!!! i wana do something fun!!!!

List of things i want to do this holiday
1. go cycling or rollerblading at east coast
2. go kayaking
3. more sun tanning!
4. go to sentosa and have fun!
5. gym?yoga?
6. clubbing. woo!
7. do some serious drinking
8. more chalets
9. get a nice haircut
10. get a manicure and perdicure
11. get more clothes and stuffs!
12. charm necklaces
13. settlers
14. get a nice job
15. clean up my room
16. eat less(hahaha.)
17. enjoy my holidays!!!!!!!!!

yincheng told you a secret at 11:07 PM .

chalet was so fun!! i'll let the photos do the talking then!

me, zheyang and gavin!

i swear tis is the cutest face of yiling. AWARD!!!

us again.

poor me. i have to guard the door while brian is bathing.

absolut raspberry!!!!

the mirror is our best fren!

grp photo. awwww.

mr zheyang.

i love her!

how gayish is tis photo? haha. what is my leg doin there?!

watched tis "dirty and funny" movie with the guys. mahahaha. then went for night walk. kinda lost but fortunately we made it back. haha. AFTER 30 MINS OF WALKING. who gave the wrong directions?!?! poor fishy and zheyang puked after drinking too much. brian got some of zheyang's puke. i swear it is super stinky. haha. me, yiling and brian jus kinda entertained ourselves. giving awards to each other. we were super high. haha.
more chalets pls!!!!!!!

yincheng told you a secret at 9:45 PM .

been through just about everything
that i could go through when it comes to relationships
dont know what i was missing or why i aint listen
when i told myself that was it
but here i go hurt again cause
of my curiosity now that its over
what else could it be
besides a cheat

i made a promise
never to settle(why didnt i keep it)
cos i hated the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around

but i'm not missing u

i'm not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
i'm not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know i'm usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i don't even feel the distance
i'm not missing i'm not missing u

its a shame in a way
cos i feel that i may not
ever find the right one for me
did i leave him this year
in front of my face oh
will my true love ever be
how could i go on a search again
when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me

i made a promise
never to settle(why didnt i keep it)
cos i hated the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around
but i'm not missing u

i'm not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
i'm not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know i'm usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i don't even feel the distance
i'm not missing i'm not missing u

no i can't be with u cos
i'm scared felt like i was falling when u left me
i can't keep going through life
unaware of what i'm missing
or the person that i could be
loves good when its right
bad when its left
in ur memory all the time anytime
i guess love will be nice for someone
this is life

i'm not missing u

i'm not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
i'm not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know i'm usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i don't even feel the distance
i'm not missing i'm not missing u

yincheng told you a secret at 4:33 PM .