YMonday, March 27, 2006
Title:So Sick
Artist:Neyo
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
It's ridiculous
It's been months
And for some reason I just
Can't get over us
And I'm stronger than this
Enough is enough
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
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oops... i neglected my blog.... hmmm....
life has been okay... but there's alwaes ups and downs right? sometimes i alwaes tink why mus things happen to me... it's unfair sometimes... well, life is unfair... very unfair.... but life goes on... unless i die... however, some things in life are worth living for................
poly's life gonna start soon... hope it's fun...
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YThursday, March 09, 2006
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
Family obligations will soon increase. Make time in your schedule to deal with them.You've been on a roll, and it's been great fun, hasn't it? You've been working hard, playing hard and being easy to get along with -- especially since you've been able to get the results you've wanted. You're still feeling mellow, but you'll need to be a bit more assertive today. It's okay. It's about time for your loved ones to see a bit of that charming, fiery personality. Right about now, they may be scratching their heads.
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
You're entering a homebody phase. Things around home will hold special appeal now.You possess a very particular type of honesty that's straightforward and compassionate -- and you shouldn't ever let anyone tell you it's not the right way to be. Especially not at this particular moment in time. Whatever comes up now will call for someone with guts, firmness and compassion -- someone who can boldly say what no one has said before, in an inimitable, inarguably honest way. That would be you. Go right ahead and step in.
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)
Reviewing budgets isn't fun, but it's something you simply must do -- and soon.You've never been fond of keeping secrets -- or very good at it, either, to be honest. Fortunately, you're also perfectly equipped to say what's on your mind and in your heart just as soon as it occurs to you. That's going to come in handy right about now, when a loved one or coworker comes to you with that look on their face -- begging you, without saying a word, to keep quiet about a recent event.
Cancer (Jun 22 - Jul 22)
Double your efforts if you want results today. It will be a bit of an uphill fight.Friends in need aren't new to you -- you tend to attract them. You know it, and you love it. It also doesn't hurt that you're the absolute ultimate nurturer and the trustworthiest of friends. At this particular moment in time, by the way, those traits will be running on high. So no matter who comes to you, even if it's just for a hug, you'll go above and beyond to help -- as usual. Just don't go too far overboard and forget your own needs.
Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)
It is admirable to be modest, but right now you should promote your accomplishments.If there's anyone on the planet you'd never have believed would take your side -- and defend you, too, even to their superiors -- oddly enough, it will now turn out to be the one person who will. In fact, they'll do all that and more to help. Fortunately, you're an absolute expert at expressing gratitude. Once you get over the shock of it, you may even start an actual friendship.
Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)
Put yourself in charge of getting things done today. Organize your dream team.Every now and then, the universe sends along a pleasant surprise for no particular reason. Congrats -- because you're due for one of those right now. Someone you haven't seen for a very long time is due to make an appearance -- and not just a cameo appearance, either. Whether or not they admit it from the start, they want to be back in your life for good. Obviously, you've got some thinking to do.
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
Your ability to appreciate the smaller things in life will help you avoid conflict.Your sign specializes in relationships, and when you've decided that someone is perfect for someone else, you'll stop at nothing to get them together. That's lovely, but at the moment, if you'll be acting on behalf of one of those parties -- a coworker, for example -- coaching them on the fine points of playing hard-to-get wouldn't hurt. Start with advising them to wait until the phone rings at least two or three times before you pick it up -- and pretending they don't have caller ID.
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Ignore the rules -- let yourself let go into new territory today. You can handle it.You love your time alone -- you insist on it. Everyone knows that. Every now and then, however, even your privacy-loving sign needs to get out there and mingle with a great big group of kindred spirits. This absolutely does not mean you can't still give yourself alone-time, but it could mean that you'll need to put it off for a little while. The good news is that while you're out there, you may just find someone who's perfectly suited to be your new hiding-out partner. Get dressed.
Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
It's important to follow your mood right now. Don't let others tell you what to do.Your sign's resume has never included a fondness for being meticulous, discreet or frugal. Those traits, sometimes even in others, bore you to tears. You're known for being a bit too blunt at times, but you're also honest and generous -- which explains the cast of amazingly different characters you call friends. Your mission now -- and it won't be easy -- will be to rein in any urge to go overboard, in any department. Good luck.
Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Just because ideas are new does not mean that they are better. Think them through.You're not exactly famous for indulging yourself -- and that goes for anything in any category. You're the epitome of self-restraint -- especially when you're on a mission, and your goal is in sight. Right now, though, anything even remotely resembling a halfway approach just won't work for you. Don't you dare feel guilty about it. If anyone has earned the right to pull out all the stops, it's you.
Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
It's time to move on from feeling any regret over past actions. Look forward today.Having trouble sleeping? And even more trouble staying asleep once it finally happens? Well, there's only one thing to do: schedule some quality time alone with yourself, and figure out what's bothering you. An issue you can't quite put to bed -- figuratively speaking -- is probably what's keeping you from putting yourself to bed -- literally. If you need help, you know who to call for advice -- and it's their turn, isn't it?
Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
New ideas will come to you through poetry, music and other artistic sources today.You've got a bit of a dilemma now, and you'll be quite torn by it. Should you listen to what seems like amazingly sound advice, courtesy of a loved one who's not only never let you down, but also has experience in the type of situation you're currently dealing with? Or should you go with your gut, even if it's telling you to do the exact opposite? Think about it: When was the last time your instinct let you down?
i alwaes believed in horoscopes... u?
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YWednesday, March 08, 2006
woah woah woah.... happening nowadays... haha... last two days reach home pass 12 o'clock man... unfortunately not today... haha...
today jus went siglap starbucks chill out wit aussie dude... jus had to drink caramel and eat oreo cheese cake... i miss eating oreo cheese cake... but i still tink coffeebean has more variety of cakes... hmmm... as crazy as before... we were so noisy... i am so so careless and clumsy todae... haha... there was tis gal working there, she came and asked us if we wanted to try their new drink... well, it looked nice so me and aussie dude took a cup each... i took it, reached out to get spoons(there were jellies in the drink) from her and when i wanted to put my drink down, i kinda missed the table and i dropped the whole damn freaking drink on the floor... it spilled all over my lap, my left leg, my shorts and the floor... how embarrassing can that be... she said oh my god and i said oh my god... haha... me and aussie dude cleaned up the mess on the floor and obviously i cleaned my leg and shorts... haha... then the cleaner came wit the mop jus after we cleaned the floor... damn it... so slow... but it was my fault... hehe... i kept apologizing but the cleaner said it happens sometimes so don worry about it... haha... and i even washed my foot at the basin in the toilet... haha... that were some stretching to do... cos the basin was quite high! imagine lifting ur foot up so high... haha... aussie dude had to help me hold the door and at the same time warn me if anyone was coming... i don wan pple to see me washing my foot there... but i had no choice... sticky sticky.... even my slippers were sticky sticky... but no more sticky after wash! suddenly jus started folding a heart out of the receipt... aussie dude wanted to learn so i taught him... he's quite bad at folding... he would alwaes forget the next step and i had to tell him countless times... haha... so he took all his notes from his wallet and started practising... he even took the starbucks' brochure and serviette to fold... but finally he knew how to fold a proper heart without me helping him... FINALLY...!! then another accident happened... dude wanted to mix his drink and my drink together... but when he was about to pour i moved my hand away and his drink spilled on my shorts again!! initially it was the left side which was dirty but now both sides... haha!! luckily it was only abit... accidents happen... haha...
left starbucks... felt bored so we explored the houses at siglap... we jus wanted to see the different houses... quite a few nice houses... some had swimming pools... it was so so soooo hot... perspiring like hell... and i saw a cute cute puppy... it sounded like it had a sorethroat cos it sounded funny when it barked... it was so small, black and brown... i wan a dog... sobx... walked walked walked... it was fun looking at houses... well, anyhow walked but surprisingly we found the way out... haha... then we went home...
chilled beside the pool at my condo cos the weather was so much cooler... jus din feel like staying home... i brought my book and my mp3... couldn't believe i stayed out until 9.30... din see the time... so home sweet home...
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On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else, but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person unhappy...with you?
When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest,eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love.
Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, LEARN. If your someday is tomorrow, HOPE. If your someday is today, CHERISH.
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true izzit it?
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YMonday, March 06, 2006
freaking freaking damn damn tired today.... woke up like 8.30 in the morning...
well, had to go to tp to appeal... hmmm... who ask me get into TP's business process and system engineering.... it's kinda of a good course but i really wanted to get into accountancy... so no harm trying right? met dev and wei kang at bedok... yiling went there first... zheyang couldn't wake up... bao going there straight... so met everyone at TP... woah... pple were swarming at the entrance of the student service room... met jia wei there too... bao and amanda were there too... then gavin turned up...
filled up my form and left with jia wei to tampines mall... then wei zhong came... watched wolf creek... freaking asshole shit movie... quite sadistic... it's my fault! i wanted to watch it... sorrie guys... =) lepak while they smoke smoke... cos it was kinda still early after the show...
left them at 6.30... had to go meet elaine and frens... they picked me up from bugis... then we went geylang eat... so many "chickens"... haha... my sis's fren called them bodybuilders... so funny... realli realli alot... there was one sitting right behind me... i heard her tell her customer who was an old man that those old prostitudes pple don wan... haha... she was saying abt herself... cos the old man say he wasn't free... haha... me and elaine jus kept laughing all the way... after dinner, we drove to cineleisure to catch a movie... couldnt believe they actually smuggled me in for a R21 show... they did it nicely and fast... still figuring out how did i actually get in man.. haha... movie was Transamerica... abt a transexual guy... was pretty hilarious but left half way... getting realli boring in the end... when for dessert then they drove me home... first time i watched 2 movies in a day... hehe...
plans are oredi made for tml! haha... hope i can wake up... tata bye... beta slp early... nitex...
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YThursday, March 02, 2006
hi... had a tiring day but it was fun though! woke up quite early this morning... 9!! very reluctant to wake up but i wana wake up early so i can sleep at night... when i think about my sleepless nights, i hate it... why can't i just fall asleep... i can't fall asleep until about 3+ in the morning every night... haha... is that what u call insomnia? or is it the scenes of final destination 3 that are scaring me? better not think about it anymore... haha... i'm a very "hum" person...
met elaine(sis) at 12 at suntec... she wanted to go to the career fair... first time i'm late... i alwaes waited for her... well, when we reached there, we saw many many students... they were from chai chee secondary school... i wondered if bedok viewians needed to come to the career fair too... but i din see anyone from bvss there... i saw many many ITE students there too... uh oh....... haha... luckily i only saw razid... he shouted when he saw me... elaine had a shock and asked me if i knew him... haha... there were exhibits of different universities... many ang mohs too... all in coats... pretty smart... remembered walking past the singapore prison service and civil defence part... saw this lady in fireman suit... very cool man... then elaine asked me to be a firewoman... crazy... i so small size think people all die before i can go save their lives... haha... then we walked passed the MOE exhibition... elaine went to ask about being a teacher... she says that her last resort is to be a teacher... haha... i told her i wanted to be an art teacher... mr tock also asked me to be an art teacher... haha... the pay of art teachers are one of the highest among all the teachers of other subjects... i din noe that... but so sad... i got C5 for art... cannot make it... can't imagine if i become an art teacher too... i wana teach in primary schools... everyday ask my students draw mickey mouse... haha...
went to bugis after that... haha... shopped like mad girls... and spent 50 bucks just like that... sobx... haha... separated from her then went to meet aussie dude at orchard...
watched big momma 2... very funny... quite worth it... haha... aussie dude thought he lost our tickets right before entering... nearly killed him... haha... wanted to watch wolf creek... but it was too early... if we watched it, can't go visit my darling yiling... so watched the later show jus to go visit her... so good of us right? haha... no lahx... i quite scared to watch wolf creek also... lolx... found yiling... she "hum" cos her manager was there... haha... she so cute hide in the room dono do what... haha... stick out your tongue and clap clap clap k?
went to marina square next... to eat dinner... had pizza hut... but din hav much appetite... the malay guy at pizza hut that served us had a nice smile... haha... then went home!!!
i'm putting up a new song... any suggestions? haha.... hope i can sleep peacefully tonite...sobx...
Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pain, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.
If someone loves you, love them back not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you have never seen or felt without them.
The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future.Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better.
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