YFriday, December 02, 2005
everything sux....... my mood sux.... i'm feeling realli realli down.... nth can make me happier..... been in and out of the hospital almost everyday since 28th Nov, mondae.... i'm so sad...... been crying my ass off but wad for? jus accept and go on... but i can't.... why cant it be me.... he doesnt deserve it.... life's unpredictable...... it's fated.....
been to band camp on 30th Nov, wednesday.... met yiling b4 we went to sku... havent been seeing her since sundae... sorrie for being busy tis few days.... saw all my juniors... then had bbq... ben chua, ben yeo, bing zhao, ah pui and surin were here too.... we decided to go play pool at east coast... played until 1+ then all of them wanted to go home.... cos most of them had skul the next day.... left me,yiling,ah pui and ben chua..... we went back fitness lepak..... fun sia..... we talked talked talked..... hongyun sneaked out frm skul to join us.... i asked ben to teach me dota on his labtop but he ended up playing dota himself wit hongyun.... he said he show me first then play play play become he and hy play..... but nvm... me, yiling and pui had our relationship talk.... he is such a good bf... he wanted to go malaysia to find his gf who went back to JB for holidays.... haix.... watched a comedy video which was damn farny.... then we talked abt scary stuff that happened in skul b4.... like the incident which a pregnant gal(she was even a band member last time!!!!) jumped down frm the 4th floor of the technical block and landed right in front of the toilet.... toilet was kinda "dirty" frm then on.... and some night walk incidents during band camp.... the wind was so cold.... but we jus lepaked until 6+.... then we went to eat breakfast at market! then went home......
went home, bathed, slept until 2+.... then went to the hospital.....
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