Friends are not the one who laugh when you laugh and cry when you cry.
They are the ones who make you laugh and stop you from crying.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on it's way out.
enjoy ya.....
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9:46 PM
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Learn to love the people who are with you at present.
Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting you, which led you to love the people you have right now.
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe in lies.
When you love someone, you sacrifice, give everything you've got and don't think twice. You risk it all no matter what.
Everything in life is temporary because everything changes.
That is why it takes courage to love, knowing it might end anytime...having faith will make it last.
yincheng told you a secret at
6:58 PM
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heyo heyo..... merry christmas to all...... may u all enjoy ur day and hope u all recieve many many pressies.... haha....
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12:13 AM
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Artist:The Pussycat DollsTitle:Stick wit uI don't want to go another daySo I'm telling you exactly what is on my mindSeems like everybody is breaking upThrowing their love awayI know I got a good thing right hereThat's why I say (Hey)Nobody's going to love me betterI must stick with youForeverNobody's going to take me higherI must stick with youYou know how to appreciate meI must stick with youMy babyNobody ever made me feel this wayI must stick with youI don't want to go another daySo I'm telling you exactly what is on my mindSee the way we rideIn our private livesAin't nobody getting in betweenI want you to know that you're the only one for meAnd I sayNobody's going to love me betterI must stick with youForeverNobody's going to take me higherI must stick with youYou know how to appreciate meI must stick with youMy babyNobody ever made me feel this wayI must stick with youAnd nowAin't nothing else I can needAnd nowI'm singing 'cause you're so, so into meI got youWe'll be making love endlesslyI'm with youBaby, you're with meSo don't you worry about People hanging aroundThey ain't bringing us downI know you and you know meAnd that's all that countsSo don't you worry about People hanging aroundThey ain't bringing us downI know you and you know meAnd that's why I sayi love this song too.... sadly... i hav no one to stick to huh....soBx... haha....
yincheng told you a secret at
1:01 AM
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jus came back from a chalet.... it was aiyeen's and mad munkees' joint chalet....
met yiling abt 8pm at bedok inter.... she promised her sis to go help out at her sis's chalet at her hostel.... actually wanted to go earlier wit ah chap they all but i scared i was lonely there.... after meeting yiling, we din felt like goin to the chalet yet.... since we could stay out fer the nite, we went city hall.... walked arnd city link and then to suntec..... asked for jobs on the way... managed to find one.... muhahaa.... finally...!
after suntec, we decided to go to esplanade.... wanted to check out the scenery from the roof..... there were many couples as usual.... man.... the scenery was much more nice at nite than in the evening.... it was realli dark..... we talked abt 1hr... haha.... we alwaes hav a lot to talk abt i dono why but it sure was fun.....
that was when we decided to head down to the chalet cos it was getting late..... but we went to amin's workplace to meet him first... aniwae he was goin down to the chalet too.... met him and zoom all the way down to pasir ris by MRT.... i decided to walk away from the love birds for the whole MRT trip.... i stood abt a door away from them.... haha... let them hav the time alone together..... took a bus and finally reached the chalet at abt 12+... if i'm not wrong but it was pretty late oredi.....
blk L 2130.... hmmm.... not many pple were there... they were juzan, naqib, kamal, aiyeen, yasmeen, manpreet, alfi, ili(alfi's gal), ah chap, haziq, pistol, amin, yiling and me.... then later sirhan and his realli super duper farny fren came.... i swear he's damn farny.... he could like jus play the guitar, sing songs and make u laugh damn hard..... juzan says he looks like a skeleton.... it's qutie true!! cos he's skinny..... haha....
then we went out to cheers to get our drinks.... me and yiling shared a barcadi.... tried pistol's vodka mudshake.... woah... nice.... guess who i saw..... haha... derek.... ben yeo's bro.......
jus stay up at the room most of the time and play the "kuti" game.... it's a game of numbers... oh my god.... i was so unlucky.... i lost 3 times.... and the kuti from haziq and amin realli wanted to make me cry.... even the slaps on the hands..... damn.... but it was realli farny....luckily i don hav blueblacks on my fingers....
ate kamal's macdonalds delivery.... we forced him to go out to buy.... haha... cos he oso wanted to eat.... hehehe...
then we jus lie arnd.... then i fell aslp.... kinda boring cos it was raining....
woke up arnd 9.30... they were so noisy.... laughing and playing the xbox soccer game.... left wit yiling arnd 10+.... then went to simpang makan.... hmmm.... talked and makan until 12+.... hahah.... then saw azmil!! one of our CXT.... he has slimmed down.... he came wit his ITE frens.....
came home bathed and jus practised my piano.....hooray!!!! i don hav to attend piano lessons for the next 2 sundaes... holiday!!!!
hang in there bro..... i love you......
yincheng told you a secret at
4:47 PM
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hmmm halo....
kinda jus woke up.... been waking up realli late these days... i'm kinda worried abt my insomnia nowadays.... i jus cant fall aslp.... i dono why.... but when i start to fall aslp, it would oredi be arnd like 4+... so it's very difficult to try to get up early arnd 8+.... trust me...
however, i managed to wake up at arnd 9.15 yesterday......!! hooray! cos i had a meeting wit yiling, hong yun and ah pui at seoul garden..... couldn't resist it.... have not been there fer a long time ever since fahmi stopped treating us after our usual band practices when we were still SCHOOLING..... hehhe....
it was realli great fun toking to them.... we talked abt band.... alwaes as usual.... but we seem to hav endless stuff to talk abt band... we hav to like talk abt every single person in band.... and when we know stuff we nv used to noe, it's pretty hilarious.... we'll nv realise something abt someone unless someone tells u....(yiling likes to say that!!) hmmm.... it's true...
after seoul garden, ah pui had to go meet his gf... so left me,hongyun and yiling.... some how, i dono why... we decided to head to esplanade.... have not been there long too cos i used to study there wit a fren.... nth much changed... it's still as beautiful.... we went to the library for a while cos the "jazz-crazy" hongyun wanted to look at some scores.... me and yiling jus sat arnd and starting bitching again.... that was went hongyun wanted to join and ask questions regarding some stuff....*cough cough.... so farny.... soon realised we were all too excited and talking to loud, we decided to go to the roof... very nice view from the roof.... splendid.... especially when it's evening... i promise i will go there wit my bf again..... hahaa.....it's so romantic lahx... couldnt stand it.... there were so many couples there too.... jealous lahx sia....
we stayed there until abt 7.30 then decided to go home.... yiling "hum" her mum... cos her mum keep calling her.... there was a choir performance but we left half-way... guess i'm nv interested in this kind of things....
we shall like hang out like that when we hav the time now... cos we would be so busy next time, when we go poly, when we work.... it's nice to reminisce abt the past.... laugh at all the silly things we hav done when we were young.... and remember the times we and our frens had together.... mus treasure our youth... nv regret.... do wad we wan now.... heehhe..... rite?
Happie birthdae to all people whose birthdae are todae.... quite alot of pple.... happie birthday...
jus hope i can get a job realli realli soon... i'm in need of money....
yincheng told you a secret at
1:37 PM
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haLo......back from orchard wit my condo frens...... they promised to celebrate my birthdae... had to wait for them to save money then they can treat me wad! hehe... but thanx.... had a great day!went to watch aeonflux... pretty okie..... very futuristic..... my frens found it very farny... kept laughing after the movie..... "i waited for 400 yrs...." haha.... aeon chio sia! i wanna cut her hairstyle oredi.... dotx!!then went to eat Marche.... very nice.... man! it was $77... hehe.... promise i treat u all back after i get my job... haha.....i heard from my fren that i could work at LV.... my fren told me that the salesgal asked her if she wanted to work there when she was buying something from there.... haha....i hope i can work there then i can go lunch wit juzan everyday.... haha.... juzan's working at paragon.... opposite oni... hehe... sorrie juzan nv go visit u todae.... another day k? hehe.... 
yincheng told you a secret at
10:54 PM
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Artist:All American RejectsTitle:My Paper HeartPlease just don't play with me My paper heart will bleedThis wait for destiny won't doBe with me please I beseach youSimple things, that make you run a-wayCatch you if I canTears fall, down your faceThe taste, is something newSomething that I knowMoving on is, easiest when I am around you.So bottle up old love,And throw it out to sea,Watch it away as you cryNow a year has pastThe seasons goPlease just don't play with meMy paper heart will bleedThis wait for destiny won't doBe with me please I beseach youSimple things, that make you run a-wayCatch you if I canWaiting, day to day it goes throughMy lips, are sealed for herMy tongue is,Tied to, a dream of being with youTo settle for less, is not what I preferSummer time, the nights are so longThe leaves fall down, and so do I intothe arms of a friendWinter nightsMy bedside is cold, for I am goneAnd spring blossoms you to me
yincheng told you a secret at
12:29 PM
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jus came back frm the hospital todae.... my brother's mood is so much betta and i'm so happie.... at least he talked to me... and we were laughing so hard cos his dinner was jus a sausage bread and soup.... he said it was the most pathetic dinner he had ever eaten... but if he starts another round of his chemotherapy, he's mood would be damn bad,no appetite and refusing to tok to anione.... i realli miss him.... hope he's gonna be betta.... we are all behind him alwaes...
went to 4e2's chalet yesterday... it's pretty fun.... cos zheyang go wad.... hahah.... jkjk.... it's fated lahx... i even met him and luqman when i was on the way to the chalet alone.... i even sat next to him in the bus.... chao des!!! hahaaha.....
when i went there yiling slping sia... mus be frm all the drinking last nite.... hahaha.... quite alot of pple when too.... like happy 9 were there.... fi and syafiq usher were there too.... bbq was okie.... cos i din realli hav to cook.... got pple serve us.... hahaha.... actually after bbq wanted to go for midnight movie wit zheyang, yiling, aruna and some other guys but passed it cos it's $9.50 for the ticket.... they also planned a suprise b'dae cake for luq and fong.... why i don hav ahx.....? so sad.....
then went back up to chalet..... that was when there was real action!!!! zheyang,devin and bryan performed a song.... i sit rite in front of zheyang okie!!!! hmmm... but i was kinda drunk then..... drank some absolute vodka.... 40% alcohol....!!! yiling warned me but i din listen.... hahaha..... whole face and eyes damn red..... felt realli hot.... heart beat increase.... damn.... sounds so............. but i was crazy by then..... something scary happened.... something felt down from upstairs.... some pple said it looked like a body.... but i was too drunk to care abt anything.... siobhan and ngiam they all were pretty freaked out that they wanted to leave straight away..... hmm.... but they could not find anything downstairs.... that's the freaky thing man.......
after that when most of the pple left, we decided to go for our scary nite walk... hehehee.... there were me,yiling,aruna,zheyang,john,ka ho,bryan,wei kang,roy and devin..... luckily even no..... phew.... scary part was at pasir ris park.... i partner wit yiling cos we were too late in snatching zheyang.... cos aruna got him first.... damn lo.... depression...... but i got yiling nvm.... yiling cannot chao des oni me!!!!
walked half way and we decided to stop at a bbq pit to lepak and rest.... while wei kang, roy, john and ka ho went back to chalet.... they hum ji..... scared!! talked quite long.... when back oni at abt 3.30+.... then decided to slp.... yes! this time i got to slp next to zheyang!!! he slp cute ah sia.... i woke up in the middle of the night and saw him slping.... so cute ahx..... nv slp enough cos the whole nite busy looking at him slp wad..... hehehhe... jkjk.... slept until arnd 9.30+... went home abt 10+..... so exhausted oredi....... reached home bathed then went hospital straight......
yincheng told you a secret at
11:30 PM
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halo halo.....
yest was a fun day.... but me and yiling's cycling plans were ruined when it started drizzling.... decided to go parkway walk about.... so boring.... jioed wilbur they all go pool but they needed to go buy bbq stuff for their class chalet.... later met yeronn and faheem.... long time since we had hang out together.... it's fun fun fun.... we went to play pool... then saw ben yeo at pool... he came wit his younger bro and elder sis.... he was wearing a realli farny cap.... then he spotted us when he was smoking outside......
after pool, yiling had to go home... ronn and faheem had dinner at mac.... then we din wanna go home.... cos it's still early.... the nite is still young.... so we went jamming.... they insisted i pay for their jamming session cos they were all broke.... so bad.... initially still steal my money.... sobx....
jamming session was 10 bucks for an hr.... i gave 5 and faheem gave 5 too... poor ronn was broke.... it was oredi 9.30+... mux go home.... then slept.... was so tired.....
let's hang out again k!!!!
yincheng told you a secret at
11:30 PM
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Artist:Kelly Clarkson
Title:Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
yincheng told you a secret at
9:14 PM
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couldnt go out wit yiling and bro-in-law(aMin) yest cauz needed to go hospital.... sad sad.... weNt to oRchard wit yiLing tOdae.... have nOt weNt out wit her dis few days... kiNda bOring... cOs we aLwaes go tO oRchard..... s'pore is sMall.... nO where esle to go.... haha.... but we went ZARA to try clothes.... we realli love the kids' clothings.... it fits us too.... we jus try wadeva we like.... no salesgal would stop us.... hahahaah.....actually wanted to watch harry potter but the seats that were only left were separate seats.... i would nv sit alone to watch a movie... it would be damn boring.... there's alwaes next time! we walked almost the whole orchard and it only 6.... damn.... it's realli boring nowadays.... i wanna get a job real soon!din go to the job todae.... it's $57 per day but u hav to work frm 8am-8pm!!! that's 12 hrs... kiNda cHild and cHeap labour huh.... guess there's betta job arnd.... jus keep on finding....yeah...... me and yiling's plan tml is to go east coast cycling.... hahah.... too bored oredi ahx...... hope it's a fun day tml!!!!
yincheng told you a secret at
9:00 PM
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happie 16th birthdae to me..... i can finally officially watch NC16 movies without needing to sneak in the cinema... haha.... but i hardly do tad.... but i'm still kinda sad..... initially, there was supposed to be a chalet..... i invited all my classmates, my frens then stupid ah chap come tell me they no money.... mad munkees huh? i'm still angry okay....i bet tis is the most boring birthdae i have ever had..... i'm still at home now.... my yiling has a wedding dinner tonite.... too bad it's not mine wedding dinner.... come to think of it.... wouldnt it be nice to get married on ur birthdae?? hmmm... that's a long way to go..... don tink i'm goin aniwhere.... no one jioed me out yet.... guess i'll jus stay at home and rot....i'm so sad... so sad so sad so sad so sad... jus so sad....
yincheng told you a secret at
2:09 PM
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everything sux....... my mood sux.... i'm feeling realli realli down.... nth can make me happier..... been in and out of the hospital almost everyday since 28th Nov, mondae.... i'm so sad...... been crying my ass off but wad for? jus accept and go on... but i can't.... why cant it be me.... he doesnt deserve it.... life's unpredictable...... it's fated.....been to band camp on 30th Nov, wednesday.... met yiling b4 we went to sku... havent been seeing her since sundae... sorrie for being busy tis few days.... saw all my juniors... then had bbq... ben chua, ben yeo, bing zhao, ah pui and surin were here too.... we decided to go play pool at east coast... played until 1+ then all of them wanted to go home.... cos most of them had skul the next day.... left me,yiling,ah pui and ben chua..... we went back fitness lepak..... fun sia..... we talked talked talked..... hongyun sneaked out frm skul to join us.... i asked ben to teach me dota on his labtop but he ended up playing dota himself wit hongyun.... he said he show me first then play play play become he and hy play..... but nvm... me, yiling and pui had our relationship talk.... he is such a good bf... he wanted to go malaysia to find his gf who went back to JB for holidays.... haix.... watched a comedy video which was damn farny.... then we talked abt scary stuff that happened in skul b4.... like the incident which a pregnant gal(she was even a band member last time!!!!) jumped down frm the 4th floor of the technical block and landed right in front of the toilet.... toilet was kinda "dirty" frm then on.... and some night walk incidents during band camp.... the wind was so cold.... but we jus lepaked until 6+.... then we went to eat breakfast at market! then went home...... went home, bathed, slept until 2+.... then went to the hospital.....
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11:57 AM
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